should put a poll up on the site where you can vote for either joyce/dorothy or dina/becky and see how that goes

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  1. Dina is having the worst day of her life right now, and has every right to call Joyce out like this.

    Silver lining is, at least Joyce is finally facing this truth about herself and her feelings with sober senses and bringing at least some kind of closure with it.

    *plays “Soft Light” from Super Paper Mario on hacked muzak*

    1. Dina was held at gunpoint once and kidnapped, so maybe not the worst day of her life.

      1. No, being lectured to by Joyce is worse, for Dina especially.

      2. Technically, she wasn’t kidnapped, she just followed social cues.

        1. she sorta… kidnapped herself along with everyone else who was kidnapped. ~<3

      3. Joyce was kidnapped. Dina tagged along of her own volition.

    2. the problem is that while Joyce may be acknowledging that she’s being selfish she’s also spinning it with the mentality that she’s the victim in the whole thing and that she’s “sacrificing” to make it work. She doesn’t really care that she hurt Joe badly or damaged Sarah’s trust in her by doing so no no the real problem is that she felt bad doing it so she’s the one who was hurt the most in all this.

      1. Going on about her Sacrifices while the person she Sacrificed is in ear shot.

        1. Gottaa love ho she goes “I’m sorry…. wait no i’m not. not at all”.

        2. I wonder if we are supposed to find Joyce relatable or endearing? This pseudo-self-aware spiel undid any sympathy I had for her yesterday. I don’t think I would continue to associate with her.

        3. She didn’t say “I’m not sorry.” She said “I’ll be selfish.”

          She didn’t go on about her “sacrifices.” She mentioned her choices (how much she threw away) parenthetically to show how much she wants Dorothy.

        4. I wonder if we are supposed to find Joyce relatable or endearing?
          [Edit: oh great, the blockquote tag doesn’t work anymore! *headdesk*]

          I think we’re supposed to watch her as she becomes aware of the situation. This strip is the beginning of a scene that’s going to last at least one more strip; I see no need to draw conclusions, such as a moral judgment, at this point. We don’t have enough information yet!

        5. According to the tags, it’s just Dina and Joyce.

    3. Okay Joyce but you’d better duck on the off chance she takes your advice.

  2. Dina/Becky. Because Joyce/Dorothy is already built into the structure of the universe.

    1. Exactly, it would be a wasted vote! I’d argue we need Billie/Ruth there instead.

    2. That would be a toughy, alt text.

      But I’m always pleased by evidence that you too have an inner Mike.

    3. But what if the poll was

      Dina/Joyce
      Becky/Dorothy

      break edit test 1
      break edit test 2
      br br break edit test 3
      br/ br/ break edit test 4
      break edit test 5

      1. Then I vote for br/ br/ break edit test 4.

  3. Well, at least she’s aware of that part of her nature.

    1. its more than most people lol

  4. Dina is absolutely right, especially in panel 2. Not sure where Joyce is going with this because Becky and Dina’s issues have nothing to do with whether Dina is being ‘selfish’ or not.

    1. Dina is giving up on Becky because she thinks that’s what Becky wants. She never asked if that was what Becky wanted, though.

      1. I disagree with this entirely. Valuing yourself isn’t giving up on someone. It’s the opposite that has happened here, Becky has given up on Dina whether it was said or not. It shouldn’t be on Dina to go to Becky and convince her she’s good enough, Becky has to figure that out herself.

        1. But I don’t think that Becky thinks that she’s too good for Dina. To the contrary, I think that Becky thinks that Dina thinks that Dina is too good for Becky. And Dina thinks that Becky thinks that Becky is too good for Dina. *

          Or in other words, what we have here are two cases of low self-esteem, and a failure to communicate.

          =__________________________
          *: I originally wrote those sentences with pronouns, but realized that made it confusing.

      2. People generally don’t enjoy being in relationships where their partner considers them their silver medal.

        1. So basically if you get turned down by the girl you like. You can’t ask anyone out again because the next person will be the silver medal?

        2. Those are the rules.

          Take it up with the anti-silver defamation league.

          But I’m always pleased by evidence that you too have an inner Mike.

        3. What the heck. I have no idea how that last line repeated from a previous comment. But I’m going to blame it on Mike’s ghost.

        4. I think Sirk has a point. Don’t get me wrong I want beckysaur back together RIGHT NOW but There’s a difference between ‘asking someone else out’ and rebounding.
          ­
          Dina is a rebound. Becky’s feelings for Joyce were stronger than her feelings for Dina, at least in that moment. Hopefully it was a momentary shock-related thing, years of pinning just exploding. But Dina does have a right to feel slighted, and it’s mainly on Becky to try to solve this.

      3. I feel like if my partner wanted me to give up on our relationship because of their hangups about another person, I would also maybe not want to continue that relationship.

        1. If that is what Becky actually wants, sure.
          If she’s just upset and spiraling about how I’ll leave her like she did and everyone does because she’s the problem, maybe not.

      4. It’s more selfish (positive) for Dina to finally say “Y’know what. I deserve more than being 1st runner up in the heart of my loved ones”

        1. I am very confused by what Joyce is getting at here. Even if Dina wants to still be with Becky being selfish here just feels like more work Dina would have to do and I honestly believe Dina has done more than enough.

        2. THIS. Dina deserves much better TT~TT

        3. Sirksome: You expect what Joyce says to make sense??!

        4. @Skirksome: Joyce is saying that Dina should ignore Becky’s internal conflict and continue the relationship despite it, because that’s pretty much what Joyce did with Dorothy. You remember how Joyce got together with Dorothy? She had previously rejected Joyce’s advances, right before the big date with Joe. Then at the protest Dorothy was practically begging Joyce to leave her. Despite this, Joyce ignored Dorothy’s pleas and charged into her arms anyway, and was rewarded with everything she wanted. Consequently, Joyce is advising Dina to do the same: Be selfish! Ignore Becky drama! Obtain Becky kisses!

        5. I echo this.
          “Is it selfish to stay in a relationship with someone you think doesn’t love you? Because that sounds rather self-sacrificing.”

      5. Dina left because Becky was the problem, and she realized that. She made that pretty clear.

    2. Imo both are correct answers. Dina and Becky could put in the work and overcome this and grow stronger from it. On the flip side, dina or Becky have every right to look at their relationship and decide that it would be better not to salvage it, but to try to bury the feelings and move on.

  5. it’s really the most joyce thing ever for her to stumble into something actually profound in this last panel after floundering a bit in her opening. sometimes you need to be a bit selfish! you gotta sometimes!

    1. People were discussing yesterday if it was really the best idea to let Joyce handle this, surely Dorothy can words better. But I think this is exactly why Dorothy let plan “say some dinosaur facts or something to get Dina back with Becky” go ahead without comment – Joyce flounders but her heart is usually in the right place.

  6. Meanwhile Joe, off to the side, coughing and twiddling his thumbs as his girlfriend(?) talks about how much she’s given up for her Dorothy already

    1. Nobody in the DoA universe actually cares about what Joe thinks, least of all Joyce.

    2. Why does everyone assume she’s talking about Joe?
      .
      When Joyce started college last semester, she was a fundie so deep in the closet she didn’t realize she was there. Her plans were to get an education degree, get the even more important husband, get married, pop out kids, and use her education degree to home-school them. Degree is optional in all of this. She’s thrown out that entire life plan, the one she’s likely had in her head ever since she realized that boys and girls were different, for Dorothy. She’s abandoned the idea of ever having a good relationship with her mother. In her mind, she’s probably why her parents divorced. She lost Becky as a best friend. She has literally given up everything except Joe and Dorothy, and she may be forced eventually to choose just one of them.
      .
      Joe’s a great guy (now that he’s experienced some character growth), but it’s not all about him.

      1. She didn’t give any of that stuff up “For Dorothy” is why.

        1. Really? Who did she give all that up for?

      2. None of that was for Dorothy, though. That’s the pain point we’re talking about here. No one is denying Joyce has given up a lot, we’re denying that any of it was for Dorothy specifically, and that Joyce is (yet again) doing a mental rewrite of her history to retroactively place Dorothy at the center of it, because that’s the kind of character she is.

  7. I vote for Dina/Dorothy.

    1. 100% in favor of putting seeing the bony poindexters come together. dorpy would explode several times over from the various forms of erotic torture dina’d put her through

  8. I don’t like that Joyce gets to be the one to have this talk with Dina.

    1. Like after all that’s happened I really don’t think she’s earned the right to be this voice of sincerity and reason. She has been such an insufferable little shit and I really need her to do some actual self-reflection before I will tolerate this kind of thing out of her.

      1. But she’s figuratively and literally the main character of this universe, so…

      2. It’s also “funny” to hear Joyce talk about how much she “threw away” for Dorothy, because as far as I can tell at this point she’s thrown away exactly two things:

        – her relationship with Joe (but not, apparently, Joe’s friendship, because for all we know he’s still standing there with that stupid grin on his face)

        – some portion of Sarah’s good regard.

        Thus far, there have been no other negative consequences for her related to the specific decision to date Dorothy — and hell, even Sarah’s reaction isn’t about the relationship, just the specific (cheating doofus) way she chose to go about it.

        Frankly it just sounds like one more episode of “Joyce thinks she’s in a romantic fantasy” — at best, I can only assume that she is assigning “everything that happened at the protest and afterwards” to the bin of “this is because I love Dorothy”, which is absurd.

        1. See my longish post above about Joyce’s life plan that she was firmly committed to at the beginning of freshman year, and her familial relationships. She’s given up a lot more than you seem to recall.

        2. @Jon – 90% of what you mentioned is not anything like a sacrifice. If I go to the restaurant and decide to get steak, I have not “sacrificed” my original plan to get fried chicken.

          At MOST, I could give you “losing Becky’s friendship”, but even that isn’t inherent to “dating Dorothy”, it’s inherent to the choice she made of HOW to do it and HOW to talk about it.

          But I do not credit “I made an unforced choice, and therefore I have sacrificed my previous choice” in this context.

          Edited to add: My first example was a bit flip, but as a real one — I changed my entire life plan during my second year of college, to a different major and different religion and a bunch of other things. I can’t even imagine referring to that choice as something I “sacrificed”, because ultimately the old stuff was what I *thought* I wanted, and the new stuff was what I *actually* wanted, and it’s no sacrifice at all to trade what I didn’t want for what I realized I did. All of Joyce’s heavy choices about who she was and what she wanted came LONG before The Dorothy Realization/Decision.

    2. You know who would have been great for this talk? Billie.

      It would have been a fun parallel that while Ruth checked up on Becky, Billie for whatever reason ran into Dina.

      1. Oh, Billie would have given her good advice. We have every reason to believe.

        1. My favorite genre of Billifer.

          Decent advice for everyone else–a human trashfire on dealing with her own issues.

    3. I hope that Dina (correctly) points out that this is a conversation she needs to be having with Becky instead, because *she* is the one who gave up on Dina, not the other way around. But Joyce wouldn’t do that, because she’s currently avoiding uncomfortable conversations with the people she actually needs to be having conversations with.

      Becky can join Joe in that club! They might have t-shirts ready by the time Joyce actually gets around to either of them.

      1. Right? Becky is the one who hurt Dina here!

        1. Right, but Dina should be selfish enough to ignore that fact.

      2. I think Joyce is avoiding that conversation by having this one instead.

    4. I think my feelings on that are going to depend on how effective this talk ends up being. Because I do like this as Joyce characterization, but it doesn’t feel like it should be persuasive.

    5. Panel 2 Dina knows it too and is probably setting up for a nasty dunk on Joyce

    6. Especially since Joe was RIGHT THERE! They were having a moment! A friendship moment!

      Although I suppose Joe is not the best person, at this moment, to say “you should stand up for yourself and the relationship you believe in.”

  9. something something negative comment cause all I do is bongo and moan something something.

    1. Try snaring instead of bongoing? I dunno.

      1. Add in some 808s, while you’re at it. Women love 808s.

        1. Here Jay is, emotionally wounded and moaning, and we’re talking about women’s BoBs?

    2. Not really disproving the claim here are you?

      1. Not trying to

        1. You’re really not beating the “not beating the allegations” allegations.

      2. God forbid someone post their honest opinion

  10. Not sure where Joyce is going re:selfishness, but I’m both a) very dubious that it will achieve her intended goal, and b) very interested in what it does achieve instead.

    1. She confused attachment, greed and being a doormat with selfishness. Because she knows it was selfish to toss Joe aside with no second thought.

    2. Joyce got together with Dorothy by ignoring Dorothy being a huge drama llama about their mutual attraction and just going for it. I think she is trying to tell Dina to do the same: Ignore Becky drama, secure Becky kisses.

  11. Well, Joe did need to hear that. He’s known he’s not going to win and he needs to know Dorothy will never share with him. He needs to take it all as lessons learned and figure out where to go from here.

    Dina, as usual, has her romance head screwed on better than the allos and closer-to-typicals.

    1. Genuinely watching Joyce wave every red flag and telling Joe to Get out like it’s a horror movie.

      1. Yeah…considering the cheating and hurt done by Joyce towards him already only to listen to this rambling dialogue?

        Joe honestly deserves better from a partner, and friend. Dina shouldn’t have to put up with this nonsense either

  12. Maybe Joyce could just learn to mind her own business while not viewing Becky and Dina’s relationship as some sort of platonic ideal for gay relationships. Sometimes people break up, it’s not easy, but it’s not world shattering. Get over it.

    1. Where the fuck is her girlfriend, why is Dorothy not stopping any of this

      1. As I was reminded yesterday, Dorothy had her chance to stop this when Joyce told her the whole alleged “plan” at lunch. She chose instead to humor Joyce. And now, here we are.

        1. Dorothy’s thoughts may have been along the lines of: Either Joyce will convince Dina to try again with Becky, which will make things better for everyone, or Joyce will, sadly, fail to convince, in which case things remain as they would be anyway.
           
          I don’t think she considered “This could make things worse” as an actual possibility. Come to think of it. that seems unlikely to me, as well. I mean, is Joyce making things worse? I think Dina can take Joyce trying to help, even if Joyce is putting her feet in her mouth.

          (uh, phrasing).

      2. The Queer Agenda [frog memes]

        Character growth on Dorothy’s part though to not micromanage, for once. Pick your battles. Joyce isn’t in any physical danger (unless she dies of embarrassment or provokes disemboweling by raptor claw,) not my problem.

      3. When Dorothy behaves like she knows what’s best in any circumstance, that’s all pretense. She’s ordinary, but she gives the impression of being extraordinary and extra-competent. She didn’t stop it because she’s a dumass and didn’t realize what a terrible idea it was.
        She’s like the anti-Jennifer. They’re both ordinary, have ordinary levels of competence, a little higher in some circumstances, a little lower than others, but those closest to them treat Jennifer like she’s 99% dipshit and Dorothy like she’s 99% brilliant. And now I’m realizing that Jennifer looks to be treated like shit by her romantic partner, and Dorothy looks to be put on a pedestal.

        1. And that’s why they should smash.

  13. I like Joyce’s honesty in panel 4, and she’s totally right in panel 5. The only problem is, it’s not really a lack of selfishness on Dina’s part that’s stopping her and Becky from being together.

    1. Exactly. If anything Dina is being “selfish” (that is, acting in her own best interest) by breaking up because she won’t accept being a second choice.

  14. Also, nice for her to have this big emotional moment while Joe’s presumably just standing off-panel in the same room like he’s some sort of video game npc.

    1. I mean, him being an off-screen NPC instead of a character has been the status quo ever since she got with Dorothy. Don’t see it changing now or anytime soon.

      1. It’s like a VN, she went down the Joe relationship path, then at the last second she switches to the Dorothy relationship path, the game isn’t designed to react to this state and you get these weird conversations that real human beings wouldn’t actually have.

        1. I don’t know. I’ve heard some real human beings have some pretty weird conversations.

          I mean, I assume they were real. I can’t actually prove anything.

    2. I’m assuming Joe stepped out to give them privacy while they chatted but then Joyce was loud enough he can hear them anyway so now it’s super awkward as he’s stuck standing around waiting to be invited back in

  15. THANK YOU, Dina. That’s exactly how I was feeling. Joyce’s kindness is just guilt and and selfishness masked as benevolence.

    1. That plus unhealthy idolizing of Dina and Becky’s relationship

    2. Just more evidence that Joyce was, in fact, raised a fundamentalist.

  16. What has Joyce given up other than the boyfriend she immediately forgot about?

    1. She was outed publicly as a gay woman even though no one but her closest friends seems to even recognize her. I guess she outed herself to her dad. Joe counts I guess. Joyce claiming she’s thrown away so much does feel a little hollow though considering she’s so far skirted most responsibility here. I guess she couldn’t talk to her friends about fucking Dorothy. What a sacrifice. Maybe the other things are her religion and sense of identity now that she’s atheist and identifies as least in part as a queer woman?

      1. She’s “given up” Joe in the sense that my dog “gives up” a toy that falls off the bed. She can go pick it back up anytime she likes.

      2. Don’t forget that some of her friends are a little miffed with her right now.

      3. She gave up the plans she’d been dreaming about since she was a child. Remember when she arrived here 15 years ago at the beginning of the year, ready to study education until she met her husband and got married and started popping out kids to homeschool? Yeah, all that’s out the window. Also, she can’t have a relationship any more with her mother or at least one of her brothers. (Don’t know how her other brother feels about gay people, pretty sure her sister’s cool with it.)

        1. Those weren’t “plans” she “gave up,” they were a childish fantasy she was rightfully disabused of.

        2. Dot:
          Would you say that also applies to your namesake, and her (former) “plan” for her life?

        3. 100%, yes. Dorothy’s ambitions to become president were childish and folded under light scrutiny.
          She’s not my namesake, though. I named myself after Ace from Doctor Who.

        4. Having a good relationship with her mother and older brother was a “childish fantasy” that she “grew out of”????

    2. I think her thought process is that meeting Dorothy, an atheist who was very kind to her and didn’t eviscerate her like a hell demon, was the first lynchpin in Joyce re-thinking the religion she was raised in. She stood up to her parents to defend Dorothy, has unlearned a lot of things because of the connection they’ve had, and a lot of the past 6 months would be very different if she hadn’t met her.

      1. I like this read of it actually, it also makes sense because in Joyce’s mind she was now in love with Dorothy since they first met. If you consider all her changes since the start of the story, while I personally wouldn’t label character growth as sacrificing anything it makes more sense where Joyce is coming from. She has changed a lot and even dating Dorothy now is mostly only possible because of those changes.

  17. Joyce thinking love is selfish is not a good thing for her brain. She’s overcompensating for fundie brain.

  18. I’ve said don’t trust Joyce several times. I think we all understand her perspective on this Becky and Dina scenario is self serving. Instead maybe don’t trust those drawings or photos on the wall in the background. What are those about? Nothing trustworthy!

    1. Don’t trust that the person just off-panel can’t hear you.

  19. Joe, please be gone. Please be gone.
    Like, come to the conclusion this is a talk between girls and you already fixed Dina’s bed so you don’t need to be here and you already left.

    This conversation didn’t immediately become satisfying for me but here’s finally a level of maturity for Joyce. She’s acknowledging how much she gave up for Dorothy. “Threw away,” even. Her words. No justification or pretty words about it this time.

    And even though Joe probably needed to hear that last part, I still really want him gone. If he’s gonna get hurt, let it be on his terms for once.

    1. I’d prefer it if he heard all of that actually, because I need that man heartbroken and sobbing. I’m so damn tired of him being held together and mature about this. Need more Dumbing in my Dumbing of Age.

      1. We have yet to see a man genuinely sob from the bottom of his heart. A man well and truly weep from his very soul. Let Joe be that man.

        1. apocryphascribe

          Related to this, I feel like this is the thing that separates me from how people react to how the boys are written in the comic tbh. I’ve seen a lot of people talk about how Walky and Joe are good dudes who listen to their partners and stuff, and they’re not wrong, but every single time it feels like those analyses miss the mark by ignoring the fact they have horribly low self esteem. It’s difficult sometimes for a person to tell the difference between extending kindness and being a doormat when the end result looks the same from the outside, but far as I’m concerned, the lack of this very thing we’re talking about (dudes weeping from feeling like shit) in this comic over a decade plus of runtime is indicative of…well, not necessarily a lack of *character development* per se, because the dudes have gotten a lot of those. More like, interiority and allowance to express a wider range of emotions? Related to this, I also note that most of the red panel instances that aren’t tied to one of the ladies belong to like…Blaine, Toedad, and Ryan. Those are the dudes who get to be mad enough to merit one. Rapists, abusive fathers, and murderers, but not any of the dudes in the main cast.

        2. GOD YES.
          Walky and Joe’s low self esteem has really stuck out to me a lot. Not just in their actions but just…their dialogue. They constantly talk about not deserving better or accept bad things that happen to them with an “oh well”. Part of why I want them to get mad or for others to get mad on their behalf is because I need someone, anyone to assert, “Hey. You deserve better than this. You matter.”

    2. I want Joe to still be there because I don’t want to think he’d just abandon Dina to deal with whatever the hell this is alone.

  20. Curious to see how Joyce is seemingly going to spin/frame Dina getting back together with Becky as a form of positive healthy selfishness for Dina? Especially since one of the major reasons why Dina broke up with Becky was due to Dina standing firm on her own self-respect.

    1. She put her self respect ahead of her happiness. She should be more selfish and accept Joyce’s help in making Becky jealous enough to fight Joyce for Dina.

    2. She doesn’t understand the details of why they broke up. She’s working from the assumption that Becky wants to be with Dina, and wants her to do whatever it takes to make that happen.

      1. Seems like a correct assumption to me.

  21. *sees alt text*
    Will there be a poll option for all of them together?

  22. Never, for any reason? What if Dorothy ate a mouse?

    1. As long as she brushed her teeth, it would be fine.

      1. I mean, at one time Walky was a mouse …

        1. Dorothy cannibalism arc (zero innuendo) or we riot. It’s what every commenter wants, Willis. Even the ones to scared to admit it.

  23. Listen, Willis promised us Dina and Becky would not be sacrificed. He said that is the world was against Dorothy, Joyce would be on her side. I can’t trust him anymore.

    1. Relax. Mike is in witness protection and is masquerading as Jennifer.

      Also, it’s far too early to sacrifice Dina and Becky. We will need that as a option when it’s time to summon the demon to take on Bloodrose.

      1. God can you imagine if the Soggies invaded here too

        1. By here, are you referring to the Dumbingverse or what we laughingly call reality?

    2. It is not that Wilis is untrustworthy, it is that you have no patience to find out.

  24. I need more of Dina telling Joyce the sorts of things she told her in the second panel of this strip. Because that’s what Joyce needs to hear. She needs to actually take some time to think about how her shitty behavior recently has hurt other people.

    1. Yeah, honestly BOTH Dina and Joe have been SHOCKINGLY nice, come to think of it.

      1. That’s what I keep saying, and people keep telling me it’s unreasonable to want Joe to be upset/angry.

        1. /waves from my comment embargo/

          I think it’s reasonable to want Walky to be angry, but unreasonable to expect him to direct that anger at Dorothy. Both because Joyce thumbed her nose at him and pulled aggro real hard in the midst of Dorothy’s waffle and because he’s always had a much kinder view of Dorothy than almost anyone else in the comic (second to Joyce, heh). Also I still think he only hooked up with her again at all because he thought she needed that emotionally, both as a kindness to her and because he doesn’t value himself enough. That latter thing needs to change!! But I’m not sure I see a world where it changes via anger at Dorothy.

          Joe, meanwhile, isn’t going to be angry because for whatever reason he appears to be adopting the mentality of “I basically engineered this”. Like Walky, he’s been braced for something here for too long to be shocked and upset.

          But also: as I keep saying, I know that some readers have a very reasonable desire for catharsis here, and I feel for them. “I don’t think it’s reasonable to expect these guys to get angry” isn’t the same thing as saying I don’t sympathize with WANTING them to.

          And then ofc yall are also getting lumped together with the few loud voices who have occasionally said they hope Dorothy and or Joyce get punched or slapped. Which sucks, because “I want Joe to get angry” and “I want Joe to hit Joyce” are in fact entirely separate things and people can want one without wanting the other…

          p.s. boooo, mobile browser still doesn’t remember me, I’m not gonna be able to edit this comment, sigh

        2. oh good I’m at the outer limits of allowed replies fff these indents need to be set to percents Willis

        3. @Li *waves back!*

          Mostly, and I admit this is me fully referencing my own college experiences, I cannot credit Joe’s acceptance as anything other than “this is a man trying desperately to hold onto SOMETHING because his self-worth is in the toilet”.

          The fact he’s not even (so far) upset, let alone angry or hurt, reads to me like a warning sign for depression rather than anything like real acceptance of the situation as it stands.

        4. you’re right Big Z, HOLY SHIT :0

        5. This is a fair read of the text, but I don’t think it’s the intended read.

          If only because I really think Willis does want to do something with the suggestion of poly, and I don’t think that will go anywhere if Joe’s suggestion was coming from depression.

          /back to my embargo I scuttle

    2. As a fellow autistic person, I would personally love for Dina to straight up tell Joyce that she really only put up with her for Becky’s sake and now that they’ve broken up she doesn’t care to be around her anymore.

      (I like Joyce as a character, but she’s been really high on herself lately and it would be good if she got some comeuppance for all the times she condescended to Dina.)

  25. I think Joyce doesn’t quite understand what “selfishness” is and that is why she’s trying to somehow spin it into something admirable.

    “Self care” is fine, normal, healthy, and good. What turns it into selfishness is when it is in excess. When it crosses the line from “self love” into “disregard for others”.

    If you need to be a selfish AH to be with someone… maybe you shouldn’t be with them.

    But the fact is Joyce didn’t need to act like a selfish AH to be with Dorothy. But instead of recognizing that and resolving to act better in the future Joyce is choosing to frame it as some brave stand for love.

    1. I mean no, not in this case, because please understand what exploded Dina and Becky wasn’t DoJo cheating on boyfriends, it was DoJo thinking they were straight and having a queer awakening. Calling -that- selfish is extremely, extremely wrong. Dina and Becky do not have any, /any/ right to judge Joyce’s sexuality, nor who she is attracted to. Yes, this hurt Becky, but that is still unfortunately a Becky problem, as Joyce certainly cannot control who is attracted to her.

    2. People who were raised to be selfless at all costs have to get comfortable with the idea that it’s okay to want something for themselves, even if it comes at a cost to others. It’s easier to frame this as “it’s okay to be a little selfish,” than try to redefine their whole worldview.

    3. I think selfishness can still be a positive trait, just not in this particular instance.
      As an example, Toriyama wanted to make Goku an adult and despite his editor telling him explicitly not to, he waited until the last minute to send in his drafts so that he wouldn’t have time to tell him to change it. Which was very selfish of him. But it worked out not just for him but for the story as a whole.

    4. the demonization of selfishness is really annoying. Selfishness is basically neutral, it can be negative or positive depending on what it’s for. Eg, wanting kids is inherently selfish. I say this bc people like to say being childfree is selfish when, no. Kids don’t want to exist bc you can’t want anything until you exist. Unless your in like, Japan or Korea and your country is going through a genuine birth rate crisis, there is generally no reason to have a kid except your own desires to be a parent. And that’s fine. That’s good selfishness. And there can be bad selfishness in say, having a kid bc you’re a family channel and pregnancy/baby content makes a shit ton of money. And there’s bad selflessness in having a kid you don’t want bc your partner and/or family wants it. Selfishness and selflessness are more of a quadrant spectrum than black and white good and bad

  26. The poll should have an option that reads “Enough with the either/or polls!”

    1. So you’re looking for a “Neither” option. Got it.

      1. Specifically I want a “Burn down all relationships” option.

  27. Note Joyce using Dina as a vector to air out her own insecurities once again

  28. I have no deeper take than I love when these two talk to each other

    Two autistics communicating with less of the masks than they usually have to wear

    It’s rare to get one confirmed autistic, it’s nice to have two and they’re friends

    1. They are?

      1. I’m not gonna go through the entire comic to find all the strips but I’d say their last couple interactions imply they’re friends

        Sure they aren’t besties but friends with a growing respect for each other

        If that’s not your read that’s fine but everything I’ve seen implies friends

        1. Well, they have been friends. But are they now? Not as clear.

        2. Friends can confront each other and get serious, that’s all that’s happening

        3. Joyce might think she respects Dina, but her actions show otherwise. She’s trying, but she’s failing.

  29. Re: the alt text, that’s a terrible poll idea, please don’t do it.

    1. It’s a terrible idea. Please do it.

      1. I’m on my hands and knees begging to see it

  30. Joyce really needed to think this out ahead of time.

    1. The issue that she *did* think it out, and her conclusion was “yes, this is a great idea that will work,” and Dorothy didn’t push back on it at all.

      1. All of us enjoy the idea of a train wreck now and then.

    2. how the heck did you get your website to link in your name :0

  31. Alt text is David going full chaotic evil gremlin mode XD

  32. ugh. Fuck you, Joyce. Fuck off.

    There are ways that Dina and Becky could be mended, whatever the fuck this is ain’t it.

    1. You don’t know that. You haven’t even heard the dinosaur fact yet.

      1. That’s true. We should all hold off judgement until after the dinosaur fact.

  33. One thing that I’m trying to get better at is being willing to take up space. I hate ever causing people to have to do something, or being annoying, or just being even the slightest bit of an inconvenience. I’ll walk over glass just to avoid making someone else need to do something.

    Dina needs to learn the same lesson, though probably not as much as I do.

  34. Thank goodness for panel #3. If not for that, I’d still be wondering what the hell happened to Joyce and what magic fanservice pixie cast a spell on her.

  35. Joe, please still be standing there and hear this. Please have some shred of self-respect and just rip the band-aid off, give Joyce an earful for being a cheater, and then leave to be with someone who will actually treat you good.

  36. Last panel Joyce is getting her dignity back. Glad to see it. I was not liking her so much lately – not because I per se disliked her writing big picture, I just couldn’t find a point to grip onto. This helps a lot.

    1. Things commentariat seems to mostly be missing:
      1) Becky newly realized (the degree to which?) she silver medaled Dina. Now that she realizes it, she has a much better shot at changing it. Her moving on from “gold medaling” Joyce was -always- something she would have to get around to eventually. That was always unhealthy. Why not start moving on now? If she gets that and can do that, maybe it still doesn’t work with Dina, but there’s a chance here for shared long-term health.

      2) Joyce is both selfish -and- selfless here. She knows that Dina and Becky were good for each other and wants for Dina to be back in that good situation. Her “getting it” started from an incomplete position, in part motivated by selfishness, yes. But she let Dina in on her authentic, vulnerable reflection for the sake of trying to provide genuine advice – however well that advice does or doesn’t serve her.

      1. 2b) Dina found an insightful and correct, uh, insight. Its insightfulness does not make it a total description of all angles of the situation.

        2c) Dina told Joyce that her yelling was unhelpful. Shortly after, Joyce caught her metaphorical breath, thought it through, and -stopped yelling-, providing more serious advice (however much it helps her or doesn’t).

        1. After thinking it over a bit, what I think Joyce means by being selfish is, that Dina should demand to be Becky’s #1, that Becky to get over her past pining to be with her right. And that could work.

        2. But why should it be Dina’s responsibility to do the Heavy lifting when she’s ALWAYS the one doing the heavy lifting? This is Becky’s relationship to fix, not Dina’s.

        3. While I absolutely agree that Dina deserves to be Becky’s #1… Unfortunately, feelings just don’t work that way. Despite her current behaviour, Joyce has never actually done anything wrong to Becky. She just simply does not see Becky in a romantic way, and that’s not something you can consciously change. You either do, or you don’t. As such, Becky’s feelings for Joyce have not undergone any stress that would alter them (like if a partner cheated on you, or were abusive) and she thus cannot simply switch them off. Dina either has to accept that there is a part of Becky that will always and forever pine for Joyce and be OK with that, or break things off. So far it sounds like Dina is not comfortable with the former, although I could be wrong. But if that’s the case, then Joyce ABSOLUTELY has no right to demand that Dina accept that and stay with Becky.

        4. @Zaxares: That’s not really how feelings work. Crushes aren’t eternally fixed without some major stress. Becky isn’t incapable of ever loving someone else without pining for Joyce.
          People can move on, even without something like being cheated on or abused.

        5. Wacky new site is only letting me respond to lower-down comments so this will have to do.

          Yotomoe, Dina isn’t doing the heavy lifting. The heavy lifting is sorting out Becky’s feelings, and Becky is doing that.

          Zaxares, to tag onto thejeff here: you think 20 year old Becky is -permanently- doomed to pine for her unattainable childhood crush, for the rest of the decades of her life? That’s just grim. I had an unattainable childhood crush that centered my idea of relationships for a long time, and I got over it in college, without any kind of altering stress, and it was fine.

        6. @Ado
          As she SHOULD be. That’s my point. Joyce is confronting Dina? Why? Dina’s not the one who needs talking to. She’s done enough.

        7. @Ado: Yeah, this new reply system is godawful. XD

          Anyway, I guess it comes down to “Do you think Becky is truly in love with Joyce or just crushing?” For me, I’m of the opinion that if you love someone, truly, deeply love them, then you will love them forever unless they do something to destroy that love. (And perhaps not even then. After all, if true love is absolute and unconditional, then you would still love them even if they were an absolute d*ck to you. You may ultimately not settle down with them because you can love someone and still know that they are absolutely wrong for you, but that doesn’t stop you from loving that person anyway). You may get over them eventually and go on to settle down with someone else (and love that person too), but there will be a part of your heart that always belongs to that true love.

    2. Today’s strip feels a transitional point in the story line. Joyce rushes in to deliver a message based on incomplete information, really just a protest against the outcome of previous actions, but the person being changed by the message delivery is Joyce herself. Dollars to donuts what Joyce learns here and tomorrow will move her to seek out Becky. In about two months. Once Becky is done talking to Leslie. So much prep work.

  37. The current Dumbing of Age header at the top of the page I’m seeing has Alice and Jennifer together and then Asma and Ruth. I’ve jumped aboard flimsier ships.

  38. oddly enough, i vote for joe/dina

  39. now we’re getting somewhere

  40. Listen, alt-text, as the “obviously it’d never happen but I feel like Dina and Joe could be cute” person don’t threaten me with a good time

  41. Dina: “Becky chose her delusions over me.”
    Joyce: “Yes, but have you tried making it about you?”

  42. That poll would break the site.

    Go for it! :P

  43. Hey Joyce, maybe don’t mention the fact that you wouldn’t break up with Dorothy in front of your boyfriend that you haven’t technically broken up with yet.

    1. Why would she keep that a secret? Even if Joe didn’t already know, it’s something she should tell him, and it’s good for him to be aware of it.

    2. Joe already knows that because Joyce told him.

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    1. Your name is an anagram of ‘Delimited leer nest.’

      1. Important information that I shall take to heart. Thankyou.

    2. Yeah I turned my phone to landscape mode but now the adds are in the way sometimes.

  45. Holy shit it is amazing how less interesting this is than Joe and Dina.

    Like I’m not even trying to be a jerk, it is legitimately interesting how the two interactions are similar, yet one has… concern, and chemistry and the other is just Joyce grandstanding about Tru Wuv.

    Ughhh I hate that I’ve become this, I feel like I’m in season 6 of buffy where the good parts war with the bad parts but I’m too invested to just stop watching.

  46. off-topic but the new site broke the tag system so now you can’t look for two or more characters at the same time anymore making browsing for specific panels in this decade old comic incredibly difficult now

    1. Yes. I was looking for the one where Jacob warned Joe that Joyce was attractive trouble. Joe didn’t believe him.

    2. Since the site is in it’s infancy I’m kinda hoping Willis makes an open call to see what people wold like changed or fixed as he develops the site. Both things that are now missing and features we’ve all wanted for a while.

  47. See, this is exactly the kind of thing I was waiting for. This is the writing that really makes me feel things about these characters — specifically, it makes me feel that Joyce should be doing grad-level research work in new ways to be insufferable to her friends/acquaintances, because holy crap.

    1. Yes. I hope this _finally_ explodes in her face. Everybody keeps enabling her and pretending her behaviour is fine, or adorable even. I hope what follows is something devastating from Dina. Maybe Joe tries to come to her defence, only to be hit with some moment of clarity as well.

      I want Joyce to actually have some kind of self aware moment, and realise this is not ok, and she’s not being “heroically gay”.

      1. She did have a self aware moment. It was in this strip, where she said “Actually my selfless self-assumption is wrong, I’m being extremely selfish, I accept that reality.”

        You can see it in her face. Panel 1 Joyce is spewing her personal anxieties at Dina. Panel 5 Joyce is earnestly talking to Dina.

        1. Joyce’s earnesty and self-awareness isn’t showing up in the comic I’m seeing.

  48. Can these characters stop pontificating to each other for one goddamn minute.

  49. Joyce: I sacrificed so much for Dorothy.
    Me: Most of your friends are gleeful that Dorothy’s your girlfriend, your dad gave you his blessing, your sister flat-out told you that you should spend every waking moment banging Dotty, and you haven’t actually broken up with Joe yet. The only people besides Becky that disapprove of you and Dotty are Sara and Walky, and both have pretty good reasons because you had sex in front of the former while she was trying to sleep and then rubbed in the latter’s face that you stole his girlfriend right in front of him. I don’t see what “sacrifices” you made, since you got everything you want with the only negative repercussion being slight guilt that Becky’s still hung up on you that she dumped her silver medal girlfriend.

    1. Yes, exactly. What the heck does she even mean?

    2. Could she mean giving up her faith?

      1. Unless she’s mentally rewriting history, she gave that up LONG before she accepted that she was attracted to Dorothy.

        Who am I kidding, she is DEFINITELY mentally rewriting history.

    3. Because her mother, her older brother, her entire faith, and her childhood dreams never existed? I swear to the God Joyce denies, it’s ridiculous how much people complain about Joyce not having object permanence while flat-out forgetting any plot element that isn’t shoved into their faces on an at least weekly basis.

      1. I don’t think it’s at all fair to attribute losing all of those solely to her love and desire for Dorothy.

        1. apocryphascribe

          And if we’re crediting anyone for those, a fair portion of them are because of *Becky*.

        2. Precisely so! It’s honestly insulting to Joyce and Becky’s friendship to give all of that over to Dorothy. Joyce grew and changed and discarded so much of her life up to that point because of her love for Becky in the first half of the story.

      2. -Her Mother
        That was a sacrifice for Becky due to her mother funding the release of her homophobic murder dad. If Dorothy didn’t exist Joyce would probably still be estranged from her.
        -Her Brother
        Again a sacrifice she made for Becky. The argument she had with her brother was over his dismissive attitude visa vi his thoughts on homosexuality. Again, something she may well have come to if Dorothy did not exist.
        -Her entire Faith
        Pretty sure she lost that after the gun toting asshole showed up to school, The kidnapping, The son of a priest attempted to roofie her, and the contradictions she found between the text of the bible and her experiences. Now this COULD include Dorothy but it should be noted that Dorothy would’ve accepted and loved Joyce regardless of whether she was religious or not.
        -Her Childhood dreams
        I mean she still wants to meet her forever partner (just not necessarily a male husband) become a teacher and live happily ever after. The only aspect of her childhood dream that’s changed is her religion and the gender of her spouse. Having children isn’t even off the table cuz of invitro and adoption so…

        1. Exactly this. Joyce realising that she doesn’t have to be a stay at home mother that homeschools her kids and can instead be a teacher isn’t a sacrifice. Joyce realising that she doesn’t believe in God or the Church anymore isn’t a sacrifice. She’s made sacrifices with how she’s handled her parents sure, but I don’t think she cares that much about what she sacrificed otuside of wishing her mother and brother were the people she thought they were instead of the people they are.

        2. Per your “childhood dreams” comment- Joyce had said her whole reason for going to college was to meet someone, have a whirlwind fairy-tale romance and get her MRS degree. I still say that Dorothy is EXACTLY the passionate fairy-tale romance that Joyce always dreamed about, and it’s underscored by that weirdly-colored first kiss splash page where the flying tear gas canisters looked like cherry blossoms. It’s been smooth sailing for Joyce since that moment, and I predict Joyce will be PROPOSING to Dotty by semester’s end.

      3. None of those things were things she gave up *because of Dorothy*. Big Z is correct, she’s mentally rewriting history after the fact, because that’s who Joyce is as a character. She did the same thing when her and Dorothy had their big poorly timed “we’ve been in lurve the entire time” moment right in front of Becky.

      4. Joyce’s mom and her faith were long gone from her life before even Dorothy realized she was in love with her. Her mom is batshit crazy now, selling their house because God told her to, and Joyce was so sickened by Ross’s actions, especially after justifying the kidnapping of half the main characters because his God wills it, that she wanted nothing to do with religion at all.

        But Joyce more or less said that “true gays” need to lose everything and suffer for their love, because she seems to think they’re all Christ-like figures, which is why she only considers herself gay for Dorothy, so roping in her crazed mom as a sacrifice might be plausable???

  50. This is just more of Joyce being a shitty person and offering “advice” that’s really more about validating her own shittiness. And what the hell did she even sacrifice? If anyone actually lost anything out of this it was Joe, and at this point I’d say he’s better off without her.

    1. She primarily sacrificed her understanding of herself.

      She thought of herself as a selfless good girl, which buoyed up her self-esteem and her worldview.

      She ripped off the bandaid to accept that part of her is selfish and horny and destructive.

      Scrapping your reassuring self model that gives you comfort and self-security, to rebuild a more complicated one that earnestly works in your flaws, is hard. Many people fail to do it.

  51. Has anyone figured out how to view alt text on mobile?

    1. Tap and hold down on the image of the comic like if you were going download it and it will be in the box tbat pops up

      1. And if it’s too long and gets cut off, you can tap the text itself to view the rest. Might be device-dependent.

        1. Thanks, helpful. Still really hoping they can work on the mobile format once they’ve settled everything with desktop, I can see why it wouldn’t be a priority ig but still

  52. Blehhh alt text is too long to show up on mobile if you tap and hold. I can guess the rest of it for the most part but still. I really hope they can bring back the old way to seeing the alt text. Or any dedicated way of seeing it on mobile again. Bleh

    1. If you tap the alt-text it expands to show the whole thing.

  53. I really wonder how many of the readers have truly paid attention to this comic from
    the beginning to now.

    1. Not bloody many, it would appear.

    2. Y’know, it’s been a while since I re-read the whole thing. I’ve got the first 10 volumes in paperback, less than 10ft (28km) away from my gaming spot. Might be worth picking up again soon.

    3. Speaking personally I’ve been reading since day 1 and do rereads of the whole thing around once a year

  54. panel 6: goto panel 2
    silver lining to a storm cloud I guess, but Joe can stop waiting until “later” for a talk.

    1. Not bloody many, it would appear.

      1. Dammit, this was supposed to go just above. All the pain to post and then reload to check it, and here we are. Even Bluesky lets me delete a post!

  55. Follow my bad influence/bad example, Joyce says.

  56. Love this call out actually. Dina spends a loooot of energy focused on anticipating other people’s feelings and caring for them but doesn’t seem to think she can expect them to show up for her or ask much of them in return. Sure you could interpret their breakup* as a Dina standing up for herself, but I think looking closely she’s not really acting according to her own feelings. It’s more like she’s made an assumption about Becky’s feelings and is acting based on those but isn’t putting much stock in her own feelings and more importantly her own desires. She’s done some deduction like “if Becky truly wants Joyce, (spoiler she doesn’t, compare her reaction to Dorothy’s) it would be infringing on her autonomy to try to keep her”. Or “if my most important function is supporting Becky, then I ultimately need to get out of the way and let her go for what she wants”.

    Now this isn’t to say that Dina isn’t hurt by not feeling chosen — she’s clearly very hurt. But I’d like to point out that their original conversation went something like 1) Dina declares that Becky’s relationship with Joyce is the most important to her > 2) instead of owning and explaining her feeling effectively, apologizing, and asking for some time to deal those feelings outside of Dina’s support, Becky panics, implodes defensively and then stonewalls in anticipation of yet another “inevitable” rejection. One of the problems with this is that Dina is not a mind reader. So as skilled as she is at observing others, there’s a still ton of room for miscommunication. And it’s not just the miscommunication but also the fact that this situation causes their normal dynamic of “Becky has crisis > Dina supports Becky through crisis” to totally fail. In order to get past this one, they would need to work out a new way of relating that would involve either (read: both) Becky learning that she can anticipate and care for Dina’s needs a bit more or Dina getting at better at asking for help even though she can technically handle most things herself. I wouldn’t say that their relationship is toxic or anything, but it is probably a bit inflexible. Meaning it’s likely to be a little fragile when a situation calls on the two them to stretch outside of their emotional comfort zones so to speak.

    Anyways I totally relate, Dina. 5/5 storyline no notes

  57. Willis, if you put that poll, there is no question on which couple I’m picking.
    Sorry Joyce and Dorothy, but I’m team Dina and Becky all the way

  58. Nooo I just realized the new site broke the Don’t Care Removing Pants Now frame!

  59. The kindest people can be the cruelest to themselves.

  60. “I am here to yell at you”
    “yelling would not be productive”
    “but the contents of the yelling would be”

    gods I love the vibes of two neurospicies meta-analyzing the conversation they’re having in real time~ makes me wanna fly to Japan and see my bestie again

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